OVERWHELMED

Life can certainly be overwhelming at times.

And I'm going through some of those times..

~ Trying to not stress over whether or not I've passed the boards (still awaiting results). The good news is that the computer turned off at 75 questions, which is a good sign, but I'm still so nervous!!

~ Trying to maintain confidence enough to take on the responsibilities of pediatric nursing.. as a brand new nurse.. Since I've worked on that floor as an intern, my orientation was quite shorter than most, and I'm also starting on the day shift, which is much busier than nights, which is where most new grads start off. I know I can handle it, and it will only get better, it's just very overwhemling right now.

~ Going through the frustrating need for a short break from dancing. Just came home from the Portland Lindy Exchange; it was a really fun event, but I just didn't have the energy to be myself for the whole weekend! Such an odd sensation.. but I'm learning that sometimes you just need a break from traveling and dancing.. and once you take a break, you realize how much you really do love dancing when you're ready to come back into it.


Those are just a few of the things that are filling me to the brim with stress and anxiety. I'm normally really good at keeping a handle on stress and anxiety in my life.. but I'm feeling a bit overwhlemed these days...

Although, this morning I spent some time cleaning the house.. and oddly enough felt a glimpse of the calm my life will be once I feel like my feet are on the ground again.

That being said, I know that God will provide for me, and He wouldn't give me anything I couldn't handle. I need to be reminded every once in awhile that I shouldn't worry about the things in life that aren't yet broken.. and no matter what happens, it all works out how it's meant to be in the end. :)