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Saturday, March 15, 2008

Frustrated at my own indecisiveness.

I decided not to go to the Sac Lindy Exchange.. I know! Blasphemous! Except I know that I need a break from dancing and traveling because I was really just starting to feel burnt out from it.

However, this weekend, now having a lack of plans has caused me to think, "Hmm.. it would be cool if I just showed up to the late night on Saturday and surprised everyone and had a great time". So I planned on leaving Chico around 11. I hung out w/ my friend Andrew earlier this evening and it was really cool to see him again too..but then I was all about getting ready to leave, so he took off. As soon as I got all dressed and ready to go, I suddenly didn't feel like going anymore. GEEZ!

Then I realized the problem... I want to go out and be social - desperately.. but I DON"T feel like dancing for a change. I just have absolutely no desire to. But I'm all dressed up, and now have nowhere to go. :( And I'm sure I would have a great time once I got there... but the thought of driving two hours for what may or may not be a great night of dancing, staying up all night, and coming home all exhausted again just suddenly didn't sound worth it anymore. I'll probably regret saying that once I hear about all the cool people that were there and how amazing the dancing was.. but oh well. A decision has finally been made.. and it has led me to writing this amazingly whiny blog. But I guess now I'll be REALLY excited for the next dancing opportunity that comes along... Let's hope.



So.. to all of my dear friends dancing the night away in Sactown.. hope you're having fun, and I look forward to seeing you soon!!

1 comment:

Laura said...

I missed you! I only went to Saturday late night and was hoping you'd be there. But going to a dance and not dancing isn't all that fun. I did have fun catching up with everyone I haven't seen in ages though. Hopefully we'll get to hang out soon!

Oh and I read your other blogs...CONGRATS on graduating and becoming a nurse! That is so impressive! Muah!